How Hard I train LastYear for the MalayDance Syf ): & So tiring. HOWHARD . Teachers dont understand, they just clicking us ): They even dont understand our feeeeelings. From Last year, December 2009, till now. I TRAIN & TRAIN. But oneDay, i did not come for the practice, JUST FOR ONE DAY! Im sick & teacher thought im LAZY :'( so they just throw me away. Whathe? Im so seriously fucking sad. My Bestfriends, adikangkat & Friends get to be choosen. Haix. IM REALLY REALLY FEEL unfair. Now, im feeling like to quit MALAYDANCE. Im Heartbrokened ): -sobs- OR, is it because of my this year attitude? ComeOn, im changed! Didnt YOU GUYS SEE? This are all RUMOURS that im a mastermind & so on... GO AHEAD, and this is what happened to me. & you guys liked it right, SOMUCH? -sigh- Tears Ran Down My cheeks right now. ALL I EVER WANTED & MYGOAL IS TO GET TO SYF & MAKE FUCHUN HAPPY. But it doesnt came true. ):